wish i may i might make a wish upon a star tonight..
email.
me.
i'm brooke. a short, fatish, bisexual, feminist, pacifist, very-liberal activist. i have 4 cats. and 2 computers, 2 kayaks, 1 masters degree, multiple backpacks, and way too many books.
i live in the most beautiful eugene, oregon. i'm currently disabled due to treatment resistant severe depression. i've been blogging since election day of 2000.
i'm born and raised in the mountains of southwestern virginia. i could join the daughters of the american revolution, i don't think they'd like me cause i hear they like to throw tea parties instead of rallies and revolutions.
links.
lane co. bill of rights defense committee (lcbordc) ~
bill of rights defense committee ~
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lisa ~
carrie ~
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Thursday, July 10
max is getting better, i think. but he looks awful. he continues to lick his skin more and more raw. he's got a bit of a cold now though. :( but he's drinking a lot. and he's developed a stunning preferance for kibbles and bits over the blue bag purina. he'll eat the k and b but not tuna. he's not any interest in anything fish, no canned food. very weird. he's also moving better, jumping on more things, even using his scratching post. and the swelling is getting less.
i am okay. i was really down but then went to a lcbordc meeting. i really like those folks. all very opinionated, all very intelligent, but all very grateful for the others for even the littlest work done. think i'm going to quit volunteering at oregon public networking. i'm not enjoying it. its not easy to quit, but i hate it. *sigh*
i'm incredibly lonely these days. and this max being sick thing is incredibly stressful. i'm not doing enough for him. i'm not treating him well enough. i'm not cuddling with him constantly and he wants that. i can't do that. i feel like i'm letting the little cat down. i can't even imagine how difficult parenthood is.
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