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wish i may
i might
make a wish upon a star tonight..
email.
me.
i'm brooke. a short, fatish, bisexual, feminist, pacifist, very-liberal activist. i have 4 cats. and 2 computers, 2 kayaks, 1 masters degree, multiple backpacks, and way too many books.
i live in the most beautiful eugene, oregon. i'm currently disabled due to treatment resistant severe depression. i've been blogging since election day of 2000.
i'm born and raised in the mountains of southwestern virginia. i could join the daughters of the american revolution, i don't think they'd like me cause i hear they like to throw tea parties instead of rallies and revolutions.
links.
lane co. bill of rights defense committee (lcbordc) ~
bill of rights defense committee ~
chel ~
lisa ~
carrie ~
cinnamon
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Friday, May 23
well, the patriarchial fucks that were deciding on if they were going to try to put my doc out of business have made their decision, and its not good for my doc. i'm not happy about this. i worry about her, i worry about me without her. she says not to worry right now, but i do. this woman is truly a gift, the kind of doc that cares more about her patients than the dollar. she's saved my life twice so far, she was the one who was there so strongly for me after another time that my life was almost lost. i fear her leaving, i fear life without her watching my back. but she says not to worry yet. but i do. i've had my dealings with the medical profession, to the point where i have shit i deal with 20 years later. my doc, i was able to tell her about it all. never before has a doctor spent enough time with me for me to even get near enough to trust them to tell them about my past-- much less help me deal with it as shit comes up. she says not to worry, but i do, its in my nature too.
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