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i'm brooke. a short, fatish, bisexual, feminist, pacifist, very-liberal activist. i have 4 cats. and 2 computers, 2 kayaks, 1 masters degree, multiple backpacks, and way too many books. i live in the most beautiful eugene, oregon. i'm currently disabled due to treatment resistant severe depression. i've been blogging since election day of 2000. i'm born and raised in the mountains of southwestern virginia. i could join the daughters of the american revolution, i don't think they'd like me cause i hear they like to throw tea parties instead of rallies and revolutions.

 
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Sunday, June 8
 
i'm due to pick up dad in an hour. i hope he's not eaten. i just had some yogurt and i'm fading pretty fast. i also just baked bread. only instead of putting it at 350 degrees, i put it at 450. luckily i caught it about 20 minutes into its 45 minute baking.. but still. its sitting in the loaf pans. i hope i hope it turned out okay. it smells good! the bread is a recipe from the nantahala outdoor center cookbook, one that is over 10 years old. dad and i have both spent quite a bit of time at the noc. dad still does.

the irritation in my back is only worse. it definetly does not like me to sit down at a computer. it likes me to knead bread. hopefully dad will work on it a bit before we go to bed. in the most painful spot. it could be a pinched nerve. i dunno. i've taken asprin and then aleve. *agh* hopefully it'll be overcast on tuesday and dad, s and i will head to the hotsprings instead of down to the swimming hole cause my back sure could use some time in the top pool. fuck, if its bad dad and i might just go up there tommorrow too. if all else fails i see my doc on weds. she'll give me something for the pain! but the sucky down part is that i'm supposed to be working on baring witness stuff, but since i can't stand to sit for long periods of time (re: over 15 minutes) i'm not able to get it done. fuck fuck fuck!

btw, i enjoyed making the bread. before i head into it it always seems like it is going to be such a hassle, but once i start making it i forget time and really enjoy the doing. i've got plenty of the ingredients, hopefully i'll make bread more. but i say that all the time.

anyhow. i'm in pain right now. and i gotta go try bread.

posted by brooke at 8:42 PM

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